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i friggen hate my parents. no lie. and the funny thing is they dont listen or beleive me when i say one day im going to pack up and leave....
because i am
and i will...
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[28 Mar 2005|06:21pm] |
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i dont think ive written in this for like months. ive been busy busy busy. this weekend was good. friday went over kristyns w/ all the other adopted children lol. it was me kris la ash billy christie anthony kevy and pam. we all had a big dinner and chilled out n wat not. it was a fucking madhouse but fun fun fun. kev took me ash kris n la to coldstone or "stone hedge" haha yum yum yum. so we all slept there for the night. sat i worked which sucked of course and then sat night i went back to kristyns and then we went shopping with her mom. i got 2 tops from holister. a sweaterish thing from a&f, pinkish red heels, and pants from victorias secret. i was satisfied. :) went back to kristyns, hung out with mike sutherland and nick haag for a bit and then eventually went home.
easter was alright. i got to see courtney so that was good. we went to the natick mall befor eour family get together but to our suprise it was closed bc where idiots and didnt wanna listen to anyone. o well we went to old navy and bought flip flops instead lol. so we had are little family thing. i took a nap 1/2 way through haha.
i didnt go to school today. NO kids i didn pass out i just feel like ass. i slept allllllllllll day. i was up for about 1/2 hour doing a survey on myspace but thats about it. blahhhhh
license test april 8thhhhhhhhhhhhh :) :) im so pumped. theres only like 49 days left till summer. im so excited. i cant waitttttttttttt
but im out
luv alwayz sarah :-*
ps-someone remind me about the livestrong bracelets bc im going to forget
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"..this is me with the words on the tip of my tounge and my eye on the scope down the barrell of a gun.."
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havent written in a lonnng time. not much has been going on. just been chillen out with kristyn n la all the time. and lauren alot to. yesterday went over kristyns for her dads birthday. that was a good time lol. "it sucks balls" haha
ugh got my report card. which was complete SHIT. i didnt get grounded but im getting a math tutor which hopefully will help me out. i really need it. i HAVE to pass geometry for the year. i cant take ms janericho again ill kill myslef lol
boys suck. i hate them lol
valentines day is comming up. which will suck. majorly. especially for me. ugh
me n my dad r gonna start working on my car. needs a few things fixed. im kinda excited bc i wanna learn about cars. i never had the interest until recently and now i do so thats cool.
nap time
luv alwayz sarah :-*
how do u make a tired mule? hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah jackie
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this is what ive decided to do instead of read LOF. distractions cause me to fail classes. i need to get sum medicine or sumthign lol
sorry i really dont no how to do lj cuts and i suppse i should learn
[x] name: sarah anne holland
[x] nicknames: none
[x] screen name: xoxsarahxox31
[x] sex: girll
[x] birthday: Sept 10
[x] height: 5'
[x] hair color: brown
[x] is your hair long or short: medium
[x] eye color: dark brown
[x] city born in: worcester, ma
[x] parents married/divorced: Married.
[x] who are your closest friends: ld,ar,kb,ms,jl,lb,gg,pm,ab,mv
[x] who makes you laugh the most?: kris, lauren, amanda
[x] who knows the most about you?: lauren
[x] siblings? jake and jesse
[x] pets? 2 kitties
--> c r u s h I N . . .
[x] do you have a crush? maybeee ;-)
[x] do they no? i would assume so
[x] do they like you? nah i dont think so
[x] straight/gay/bi? straight
[x] boy/girlfriend status: single
--> o t h e r .
[x] do you have a job: nope
[x] what are you scared of: being hurt again
[x] who's your role model: marilyn monroe
[x] what store do you shop at the most: af,ae,aero,pacsun,charlotte russe,forever 21
[x] have you ever done any drugs: yes.
[x] do you collect anything: coke cans from diff countries bc im a loser
[x] are you a ditz: haha sumtimes
--> f a v o r i t e s .
[x] day of the week: Friday nights/Saturdays
[x] thing in your room: TV, computer
[x] cousin: courtney
[x] cd: the used
[x] song(s): tonsssss
[x] animal: kittens n bunnies
[x] ice cream: coffee or vanilla
[x] drink: sprite
[x] thing to do: be with my girlies
[x] movie of all time: remember the titans and mean girls
[x] hangout: your house
[x] pizza topping: i dont really like toppings
--> r a n d o m .
[x] where do you see yourself in 10 years: married with kids
[x] if you could live anywhere: beverly hills or florida i guess
[x] dream house: a house with whatever i want in it
[x] what age do you want to get married: like 23-24ish
[x] how many kids do you want: 2-3
[x] girl's names: daffney, marissa, ashleigh, jesalee
[x] boy's names: darren, justin, ryan
--> h a v e Y O U e v e r .
[x] been in love?: Yes.
[x] lied?: of course
[x] cheated on a test?: haha dont get me started
[x] cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: absolutly not
[x] tied your shoes together?: not since i was about four
[x] eaten something with a lot of fat?: big macs make me happy hah
[x] had sex?: yeaa
--> f e e l i n g s .
[x] worst feeling in the world: being rejected/dumped/death of sum1
[x] best feeling in the world: when u no sum1 cares
[x] define love in one word: bliss
[x] do you get along with your parents?: not really, my dad i guess
[x] are you ticklish?: fuck yes
--> o p p o s i t e S E X .>
[x] 1st thing you notice about the opposite sex: height, body, eyes
[x] perfect "dream" date: anything if where together.
[x] who is your best friend of the opposite sex?: it was elvis but we wont go there so id have to say mike
[x] what do you look for in the opposite sex?: sum1 who makes me smile an will b with me no matter wat, respects me n my opinions and can compromise
[x] what does the opposite sex not know about you?: hott guys make me nervous sumtimes
--> n i g h t T I M E .
[x] what do you wear to bed: underware and a cami if im at home
[x] what's your bed time: whenever im tired
[x] do you wish on stars: i have my own but i gave up wishing on it
[x] is there a TV in your room: yes
[x] what's the last thing you do before you fall asleep: usually talk on the phone
--> m i s c e l l a n e o u s .
[x] how many schools have you been to: elementary, intermediate, middle, high school
[x] are you passive or aggressive: deprends on the situation
[x] vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
[x] would you rather be hot or cold: hot
[x] what is your curfew: depends on what im doing
[x] coolest thing u own? hmm slushie machine, go kart, hotub, popcorn machine
--> f r i e n d s .
[x] person you can trust the most: lauren and amanda
[x] what is the best quality of a friend: trust, honesty
[x] what friend do you have the most fun with: all of them
[x] name your friends: i think ill pass on that one
--> s t u p i d S T U F F .
[x] do you glow in the dark: do you?
[x] do you posses magical abilities: no but ligers do hhahah amanda
[x] do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer: yep
[x] can you name all 4 Teletubbies: tinkie winky, dipsie, lala, poe
[x] if you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?: the fact that i tend to push people away
[x] have you ever tried to kill yourself: nah
[x] do you know anyone who SERIOUSLY wanted to kill themselves?: yes
[x] who do you really hate?: i dont HATE anyone
[x] what are you addicted to?: spending money
[x] do you like jewelry?: yesm
[x] do you wear a watch?: no
[x] did/do you have braces?: yes/no
[x] do you believe in God?: sumtimes
[x] do you believe in love at first sight?: yes
[x] what are your favorite tv show(s)?: surreal life, real world,desperate housewives
[x] what color tooth brush do you use?: green
[x] is the glass half empty or half full: 1/2 empty
[x] most dangerous thing you've ever done: i dont really no
[x] are you listening to any of your CDs at the moment: something corporate
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i must have a fucking problem. lately the stupidest shit has been happeneing to me. yesterday i dropped the mayonoaise in the floor and the whole thing broke and went everywhere. 10 minutes ago i knocked over my orange juic and it spilt all over me and the floor. err ya no.
but neways this weekend has been pretty boring due to the snow other then on friday. i went over kris' after school. we chilled out and watched tv n such. the simple life 2. haha do u love it? then we got ready for the SJ game and all that jazz. matt came and got us around 6:30. we picked up his friend and then went to the game. it wasnt a very good game but o well. we left around 1/2 time and went to d&d! mmm. and matt let me drive his carrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i was pumped haha so i drove to go to la and then to stop n shop from her house. not alot bt it was still cool. but very illegal. so we got food n shit and then came back ot my house. matt went home and kris n la slept over. we went in the hotub for a good 2 hours. took lottttttts of pics which ill put up later. we came in got all dry lol and watched sum tv n shit. then eventually fell asleep.
yesterday i didnt do anything bc of the snow and my grandfather had a heart attack :( so my rents went out in the blizzard even thoe i didnt want them to but hey what can ya do. so i just stayed home with jesse and talked on the phone n such.
today is going to consisit of ntuhign once again. so much fucking snow. its like 1/2 the height of me lol. but shower time
luv alwayz sarah :-*
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:) :) :) funnnn weekend..;-)
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i l0veeeeeeeeeeee this picture :) :) keep ur head up babayyyyy, itll b ok..i know how ur feelin..remember i went through it too. just GO TO SCHOOL
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[08 Jan 2005|02:26pm] |
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wow today is such a boring day. its snowing and im trapped in my house until lauren gets out of work. blah..but on a better note we had a snow day..wooo lol and then yesterday school and kevin drove me and kris home in the camaroo w00t haha. so we chilled there for awhile, took a little nap and watched tv. la showed up around 5ish and so did matt. we got all cute and then went to the saint jons bball game. it was fun. they won by 3 points in overtime. kristyn was like freakin out lol. we went back to kris' and played poker with me her la billy anthony and matt. it was a sucky game :( we all attempted to watch i robot and then matt brought me n la home around midnight. twas a good time :)
im going to see white noise tomorrow with matt n kris. i always freak out during scary movies in theatres thoe lol. o well
im watching napolean dynomite and its making me laugh out loud haha
luv alwayz sarah :-*
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i fucked up my sophmore year so bad. which is going to fuck me up till i graduate. fuckin a. im withdrawing myself from geometry after midterms bc im failing and i failed 1st quarter and im just gonna take it next year and do law for the rest of this year so that it doesnt go on my transcript and fuck over my GPA. err
but neways new years pics in _thatshott journal and la26b info :) i look shitty in all of them. if i had known there would b pictures i would have looked nice lol
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new years kicked asssssssssssss. this week has been so much fun. went to kristyns around 7ish with lauren b ashley and pilar, we danced and had a blast lol and ate n shit. we took anthonys dip and did that and then him billy n christie came home and thought it was hilarious so billy gave us better shit. it was so fun lol. so we chille dout n watched the wedding with joe hahaha where in the world is his fagaaaaaaaaaa hahahah n all that shit. midnight rolled arond we all jumped aorund like idiots lol and ran around the neighborhood. came home and danced sumore. we went in the jacuzzi..naked.. hahaha twas a good time. so kris parents came home aruond 1 with billy anth n christie and we all hung aorund and wacthed tv n shit. i fell asleep and everyone went upstairs to the guestroom and they all left me downstairs lol so i slept on the couch with billy. well not with him but u no what i mean. i eventually woke up and realized everyone was gone so me n him just watched tv n shit and then fell asleep around 5ish and around 9ish anthony woke everyone up. i was exhausted lol. so we all got up and layed aruond. we got D&D mmmmmmm and then anth n billy taught me lauren and kris how to play texas hold um (poker) and it was fun lol i was quite good i must say :) i eventually left around 2:30, cam ehome and took a nap n all that an arund 6ish matt and kris came and got me and i went to fridays with them mmmmmmmmmm yummy.
just got home from laurens. im tired
o yes and i made a myspacebut im out, dinner time
luv alwayz sarah :-*
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gianna got sick and our plans got cancelled with brittany :( i was sad *tear* so i ended up making plans with kristyn. her and her mom came and got me arounf 7 and we went back to her house and matt came and got us and we went to friendlys mmmmmm :) haha we hung out there for a bit and then went back to kristyns. billy and jordan and christie were there with anthony so we chilled out with them for the night. twas a good night haha "she has a boogie leave her alone" hahahah so we eventually went downstairs and watched crossroads bc i never saw that hah i thought it was cute. off to bed we went after tht and today we woke up to hearing billy screaming wake up wake up and he comes in and jumkps on us and him n anth start danng and singing reggae hahaha funniest thing ever. then billy threw water all over us saying he was "blessing us" haha stupid college kids. but neways we got up kris made breakfast again and then my mommy came n got me. we went grocerie shopping for tonight and now im just chillen waitin for my girlsssssssssssssss :) :) gonna b funn hehe but ill write later about what goes on
luv alwayz sarah :-*
..but everythign means nuthing if i aint got u..
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aw christmas was great. i got alot of stupendous stuff haha. i got a TV, DVD player, 4 DVD's, CD's, makeup, clothes, earings, router for my internet care bear blanket and socks, care bear fuzzy dice for my car, pajamas, perfume, blockbuster gift certificates and other stuff i just dont feel like typing lol. so i got up opened my presents n such then around 1 i went over my uncle dannys with the whole family. it was fun. we ate there and chilled out n shit and then we came home around like 6ish. around 7ish ashley came over for the night to chill bc we were so bored. we watched the day after tomorrow and then around 10:45 we walked oevr to tom cadrins house and alex was over there and we chilled out there for ahwile, watched them play guitar and just hung out. we came home eventually and put in texas chainsaw massacre and fell asleep. we were supose to go out to breakfast with tom n alex this morning but nooooo that had to b at the studio at 10 so they didnt wanna get up at 8 haha o well it happens. so ashley left like 1/2 hour ago and im just sittin around watchin TV and shizzle. im gonna go eat the nice big breakfast my daddy cooked for me :) :)
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wow since my parents are COMPLETE ASSHOLES and i got grounded for last night i cant hang out with jon tonight which im pretty pissed about. o well will just reschedule but sinc eim so bored heres a long ass survey haha :)
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wow that was long and im bored haha but sleep time peace
luv alwayz sarah :-*
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wow wat a fucking night. got into a huge fight with my brother. like HUGE. it was insane. i bled all over the kitchen floor and i ripped out his hair and it was just crazy. it was like to drunk men at a bar going at it. i have a huge fat lip, my belly button ring tore and i had to take it out but im gonna get it repierced when it heals and a huge lump on my head and i think i most likley have a concussion. it sucks. i was so pissed. like i was screaming and i didnt start crying until i came upstairs and sum1111 hung up on me which made me more upset. o well lauren was here and she took care of me :) im supposibly "grounded" for tonight but i highly doubt it. my dad said hell talk to my mom but idk. im suppose to han gout with jon tonight and im going to weather they like it or not. ive had plans for like 2 weeks.
finally vacation. i need it. reallllyyy bad. new years plans chnaged-ashleys house instead of kristyns but im still excited :)
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wicked pumped for christmasss wicked pumped for christmasssss awwwwwwwwwwwwwww yeaaaaaaaaa :) haha..the tip of my pointer finger just went numb..hmm..?? strange. wed. over vacation. girls night at my house with my little chickies haha :) ashley amanda jackie marissa kristyn pilar lauren b and me..well hopefully lol wooo mean girls yessss haha. im in such a good mood right now. :) and then another one hopefully with gianna brittany and lauren like the good ol days yayyyy o yes and eventually sumtime with dani and ashley. ahh so many things to do. but im so excited ahah being single is nice sumtimes ;-)
so me ash kristyn n dani r wicked pumped for shabooms on sunday :):) i think im gonna wear tan pants and borrow a corset top from dani. its black and it ties down the middle. my boobs r gona b up to my chin thoe haha..hope not. tube top of course and it has tan flowers down the front. its gonna b sickkkkkkkk. and im gonna put my hair in hot rollers and make it like jessica simpsonish i cant wait ahah. o yes and cant forget about the fake eyelashes ash haha
ugh so much hw. im gonna b up till the crack of dawn if i keep procrastinating like this lol. i suppose i should go do it but i just felt like updating on pointless things :)
im so energized and not tired lol. i slept from 4-8 today. my parents didnt wake me up for dinner bc they hate me ahah so i juat ate a bagel like 10 minutes ago. but it was scrumptious ahah.
luv alwayz sarah :-*
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err im so fuckin pissed. i cant deal with this shit nemore.
so today was a snow day. thank god. i slept till like 10 and got up, went online and just did nuthing all day other then take a shower. i watched white chicks also. made sum plans for vaca which brings me to my next thing. so thursday is our last day. omg i cant wait. hanging out with jon that day so that should b cool. friday is xmas eve so ill b with fam n shit and then xmas!! yayyyy im gettin a nice big TV and DVD player for my room and cable internet for my room also :) im so pumped ahah i think where the last people in the US without it. i cant wait to see my cuz court. where gonna go see meet the faukers ahah shall b a good time :) so on sunday me ash n kristyn are going to shabooms and then sleepin at kris's house w00t i cant wait. its gonna b the highlight of my vaca ahah. o yes and NEW YEARS AHHH ahah going over kristyns for that to. gunna b funnnnnn PaRtAyyyy haha last new years was alright i guess but this year is gonna b awesome awwww yeaaaaa ;-) and the rest of the week will consist of amanda, lauren and mikey, and whoever else i decide ahah. probally gianna banana and shizzle.
tomorrow i have counsleing which im pumped for. ahah u dont hear that very often. i just have so much shit built up inside that i needa just let out. stuff i cant tell other people bc theyll b like wow i dont care and ur a physco ahah. shes gonna like send me to an asylum when i tell her all the stupid things ive done ahah..stupid boys
we decorated our xmas tree yestrday. its so cute. i wish i had sum1 to spend the holidays with but my family is good enough for now ahah
i started teaching myself guitar...with my bros gutiar. its fun. i dont have any1 yelling at me on how to do it so i just fuck around on my own. ahah its funny bc ive become this walking billboard for abercrombie, a&e and aero and im teaching myself guitar. but hey its all good. i clash so bad sumtimes haha w/ my studded belt and etnies and my little abercromibe shirt and sweatshirt. but hey what can i say im still a cutie ;-) haha
i cant get over how funny elf is ahah "hello im buddy, whats ur favorite color" hahahah funniest thing lol amanda..i wish everyone could b as happy as him lol
o yes and i have a new boyfriend ;-)
but im off to bed
luv alwayz sarah :-*
ps..hes (bf) not real he hangs on my wall next to my other one above my bed ahaha lauren
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im at amandas right now and she harassign her sister on the phone muahahah ;-) but neways so last night i left off that i came home from the mall. welli was home and i took a little nap and then mikey called looking for lauren and i told him she wasout wth her mom so i called her and tld her. she couldnt hang out so i calle dmike back and we decided to go xmas shopping for her at the auburn mall. so he came n got me and we got hr sum prsents :) ahah but neways then we left aruond 10:45ish and we were gonna go over her house bc she was on her way home but amanda called and was upset so i just had ike drop me off at her house around 11:15. kevin v stopped by for a little bit and we just sat around n talkd n shit thn he left and no1 was home hre so we rented elf on chrter. omg the funniest movie ever ahahah i love it lol so we fell asleep and then got up and went downstairs and slept. we got up around 9:30 bc my phone went off. oops ahah so we got up and her mom and angus went an got us D&D mmmm so now where just chillen out waiting for my daddy to come get me :)
luv alwayz sarah
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